Taproot

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I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold
I can't believe how much I've changed since the days of old
I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight
I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate
I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
I am gonna win
I can't afford to blow this one
I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
I need this way of life
Because it holds me
I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
Contradictions the way of life
Happiness is wealthiness is healthy
Now that I've made it through those lies and deceit
I think what's done is done and I can't complain anymore
I am sure that I've found myself again
It feels great
I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate
I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
I am gonna win
I can't afford to blow this one
I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
I need this way of life
Because it holds me
I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
Contradictions the way of life
Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness
I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
Contradictions the way of life
Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness
I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
Contradictions the way of life
Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness
I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
Contradictions the way of life
Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness