R. Kelly

Suicide

I say the easiest thing in the world is to love you
And the hardest thing in the world is to lose you
Said I tried and tried again to keep ypi but it just ain't no use

I'm baffled 'cause of what went down
See I got your letter so you're leaving town
Just take one minute to think about
Baby let's back track on what happened in this house
Now I remember clearly it was a Saturday
I came walkin' in 4 o' clock in the morning
And I thought you were sleepin' one eye opened
You turned and said to me where the hell you been
Then I turned it around and hollered with some friends drinking
And now I'm sittin' here all alone wishing you were here to house this home

Chorus
Say the easiest thing in the world is to love you, I love you baby
And the hardest thing in the world (so hard) is to lose you (is to lose you baby)
Now I'm sittin' here sippin' on things I'm not supposed to (sittin' right here)
and that ain't cool
I got to get over losing you

Shattered I can't believe you're gone, I'm left in the middle of these 4 walls
Lying helpless 'bout to lose my mind baby, I can't fathom life
without you by my side
Now every night I go to sleep, I pray to heaven for a better me
Nights I'm up thinkin' and days I'm up dreamin'. You were at work
I was at play
A nigga wanted you and plus his cake, I know I ain't got no right to say
But I need you to head on back this way
Because I'm sittin' here all alone
Wishing you were here to house this home

Chorus

Sometimes we men, we can dish it out
Sometimes we men, we can't take it
So I'm gonna get up out this chair
And catch me a train, and get where you are
Because I love you baby, and I need you, right here by my side
Ghetto woman come on home to me
I'm dying sorry and I can't seem to break free